Okay, Even the Russian Agrees!

So I listened to a Russian man on Project Camelot - Valery Uvarov - and he says essentially the same thing that David Wilcock is only noone is as cheerful and positive as David Wilcock. Check out Dolores Cannon too.
So, from what Uvarov says, you have to be very healthy to live through the times coming up. Even David Icke was talking about keeping yourself well from flu-type things(manmade or real) by taking lots of VitD3. Now why, JUST WHY, would all these people be saying the same thing if there weren't something to it?
The Russian isn't an intuitive - he goes by science only. He says - just science, NO remote viewers or anything like that - just science. Then he went on to say that the Russians were the most spiritual people in history.
His character was very confusing. Sometimes he seemed like such a reasonable, mature person who was just going to talk straight out with great honesty to share with people and then he would also act like an ego person whoacted like he had a big secret and he wasn't sure he wanted to tell you.

But HERE'S the crazy thing - tonight I am going to confront my son and tell him that he must agree to get both physical and psychiatric help because he is convinced he only has a few months to live and then here I am thinking that I only have a couple of years to live because of the great changes to the Earth.
My neighbors are sitting outside laughing and talking like normal people should. How can I ever be normal again?

How Can the Worst Get Worse!

I have spent the day practicing being very cheerful, grateful and spiritually aware because of some of the "stuff" I've been reading by whistleblowers. They say that to overcome the negative entities and activities that are coming to a head in 2012, that it is vital for our survival to raise our spiritual vibrations by living in joy.

Then the rest of the day happened. I listened to a very intelligent and scientific talk by a russian who has been working and studying the pyramids and historic and ancient history. His understanding on all this is just a slight variation of everybody else's only he comes right out and says that if we aren't in really good health then - we will die. I have fibromyalgia. So that's that. I have no real traumatic feelings about dying in 2 years - I just thought I might live through it because I carry no anomosities against anyone.

But even that is not what was bad today. Tonight I called my beautiful, dear, paranoid psychotic son to tell him that my husband and I were going to just leave him alone for 3 weeks to continue on his recent schedule of actually doing productive work in his garden and outdoor space. He is strenghtening his terribly weak muscles from being in bed for 10 years, and seems to not have any great paranoid psychotic plots this week. But then he said that he thinks he is dying and only has a few months to live and doesn't want to find out any facts about it. He just wants to die in peace.
He says his bills have been so bad lately because he felt that drinking expensive health drinks was keeping him alive but since he can't afford them anymore he will just do without and.....I DON'T KNOW EXACTLY WHAT HE SAID, BUT HE WAS GOING TO GO AHEAD AND DIE AND IT'S OUR FAULT BECAUSE IT IS TOO EXPENSIVE TO BUY THOSE HEALTH DRINKS!! Holy shit! Just holy shit.

WHAT THE............!

Wow! I don't blame anyone for not reading my blog. It IS rather depressing(HA! understatement!)
Soo, really nothing has changed as far as ALex goes. Mike and I have gone to visit the local mental health clinic (Absolutely NO activity), we visited the hospital where supposidly they take the critically mentally ill for stabilization and the lady there said that wasn't true - that there wasn't even a psychiatrist in the hospital; we called the number online and they said that you call an ambulance and have them taken (maybe with police help) to the MAIN ER and then they send him to the hospital that doesn't even have a psychiatrist, for treatment.... hmmm, something strange here.
Of course it's all terribly complicated with the information I have obsessively been listening to on whistleblower sites where they say that there are huge concentration camps here IN THE USA to be used for energy(?literal?) food for the reptilian aliens that live underground on our planet - ESPECIALLY UNDER THE VATICAN- and that they are in cahoots with the Illuminati that are the richest 400 families in the world that actually OWN the Federal Reserve (well..the Rothchilds) and run all the governments behind the governments.
Now, how does THAT paragraph effect you? Actually I DO know - because I have the same reaction. NUTS! CRAZY1 LOONEY! F....ing OUT OF IT! But, actually, it's true.
Yup - true. It took me a LONG time to get there from where YOU are, but my non-believing self really, really got there.
OH! Here's the worst thing of all....THE MOON'S NOT REAL!!!!!!!! Try THAT on for size!!! SO - George Lucas, as well as most of Hollywood, has been on the inside for YEARS. George knows the truth. Guess what the DEATH STAR is modeled after? You got it - the MOON!!!! Don't believe me? Go to PROJECTCAMELOT.ORG and just listen to some of these guys. They aren't freeky loonies - they are mature, intelligent, highly respected ex-military, or scientists - EVEN ASTRONAUTS! Just check it out for yourself. Really - you kind of need to know the truth to save your own life. Oh, and check out HAARP and the other towers all over the USA that send out waves that control YOUR MIND.