psychotic paranoia

It was inevitable that his spychosis would eventually turn on me and I knew it would and I was completely prepared not to take it personally - BUT IT REALLY HURTS!!!
He recently became quite normal sounding after the cops quit following him (?) after the sting (?) at his friend's house to catch him selling his oxy (?)
He said he was himself again and that he was getting stronger and he was being able to remember things that had happened to him the past year that he couldn't deal with during the time because he was living in crisis mode just surviving and just couldn't deal with any more but he remembers now that the boys next door came in while he was asleep and FILED HIS TEETH DOWN like in the horrifying picture on the front of a scarey magazine from somwhere and that he had been HOMOSEXUALLY RAPED REPEATEDLY and how could I be such a bitch as to want my car back when he was dealing with the most horrible, sickening, traumatic things a person ever could in their life and how I have changed from the caring person he knew growing up and I don't seem to care or believe him that I could even think about the car.

I did that all in one long, run-on sentence to give you a little bit of an idea of what it is like to listen to him - only he is yelling all this time. I paid a hundred bucks to a counselor - a good one - to get some advice about all this, but I need to ask her a couple of questions and I don't want to pay her another hundred just for 10 minutes. AND my car is having actual huge explosions in the gas tank!
Isn't there someone wise and experiences to give me some advice here?